How much more i have to lose? Tell me, do you know how much pain i must endure? Just to see your face once again.
Why the seasons keep changing? Yesterday i had a dream. I can't even remember what was that dream. But, the memories coming trough from inside. Make me miss that time. The time when we fooling around. All those moments whenever we argued back there, i always just let you have it your way. Seems stupid, but your selfish nature made me love you even more. What kind of spell did u cast on me?
I was stopped by memories. I cannot choose my next destination. It doesn't matter where i am is, but i can't help but look for you everywhere. On the station platform, in the alley windows, even though i know you couldn't be at such a place. Never thought i would wish upon a star, i just want to be there by your side. There would be nothing i can't do, i will risk everything just to embrace you.
If i just wanted to distract my loneliness, i should be happy with everyone. But it's not, everything so wrong when you're not around. The stars are hanging by a thread tonight, and i can't lie with myself anymore. Oh seasons, please don't change. I'm still missing the times, The times that we shared as one. I'm always searching for your figure to appear somewhere, at the intersection, in the middle of my dream, knowing there is no way you would be there.
If there is a miracle, i would show it to you right now, the new morning, the new me. I'd tell you what i couldn't say before, "I love you."
Incapable of words, frozen in place, i had lived roughly. The buildings by the road, the broken streetlamps, at the street corner, i'm still hoping for you to appear somewhere. It's not you, the fault lies with me. For unable to hide my own intensity.
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